Doing shit.
I've lost my flare for anything that has to do with creating. I've lost my flare in general, really, I'm some deep shit for the past few months.
Holy shit, this is second sleepless night in a row. I slept at noon earlier.. yesterday, I guess? Uh, anyway, yesterday I was going to work on my dissertation and ended up watching TV instead, and since now I'm at school and there's no TV I'm actually working. Sort of.
I hate working ;[ for fuck's sake, I was just not made for it. I'm in deep regrets about all sorts of choices I made with my life lately, and one of them is art, actually. I think I would've done better in history or bio